The soul would have no rainbow had the eyes no tears

some random pictures

found these pictures on my computer from last summer at my cousin's wedding....

Oregon State Fair: )

Made it through the first two weeks: )

Smile

You´re better then the best
I´m lucky just to linger in your life
Cooler then the flip side of my pillow that´s right
Completely unaware
Nothing can compare to where you send me
Lets me know that it´s ok yeah it´s ok
And the moments when my good times start to fade

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed
Sing like a bird
Dizzy in my head
Spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold
Buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh you make me smile

Even when you´re gone
Somehow you come along
Just like a flower poking through the sidewalk crack and just like that
You steal away the rain and just like that

Don´t know how I lived without you
Cuz everytime that I get around you
I see the best of me inside your eyes
You make me smile

Day four: )

-Started off my day happily by messaging Phil back and forth:)

-Met another new teacher: )

-Started to feel more comfortable with the people in my cohort: )

-Started to feel more informed and yet still anxious about this very busy and intense schedule!

-Can't wait to find out my school assignments...next week sometime...

-Starting homework and reading assignments.

-Going back to end the week strong tomorrow: ) I think I can do this: )

Day three of school

-Got to sleep in till 7:30 Yay me: )

-Got to talk to my wonderful boyfriend before school (makes for a good start!)

-Officially started my classes...should be busy that's for sure!

-Had a short day 10-3 with a hour lunch break, not too bad

-Signed my life away for student loans.....

-Lots of reading and homework to do now....at least its not due till friday and next week: )

I Look At You

Everybody needs inspiration,
Everbody needs a song.
A beautiful melody,
When the night's so long.
Cause there is no guarantee,
That this life is easy.

Yeah when my world is falling apart.
When there's no light to break up the dark,
That's when I, I, I look at you.
When the waves are flooding the shore,
and I can't find my way home anymore.
That's when I, I, I look at you.

When I look at you,
I see forgiveness,
I see the truth.
You love me for who I am,
Like the stars hold the moon,
Right there where they belong.
and I know im not alone.

You, appear just like a dream to me.
Just like kaleidoscope colors,
That cover me,
All I need,
Every breath that I breathe,
Don't you know you're beautiful!

2nd day of school

-Passed my first class: ) Blood born pathogens class: )

-Picture day...

-Met more people..getting to know more people

-Going back tomorrow

-highlight of my day...Getting to talk to phil on skype and messaging him back and forth: )

oh and seeing his skype mood that said: "missing my wonderful girlfriend" made my heart melt: )

First day of school, first day of school: )

On my first day of school at Willamette:

-I was nervous...but I made it through the day: )

-I think I made some new friends: )

-Had some questions answered..still slightly frustrated with school schedule, but it will work out.

-Still a little worried in general, but hoping that will go away...

-Got to eat at the Wild Pear with new friends megan, becky and justine: )

-Went out of my comfort zone and did pretty well :)

-Got my student id...hate those stinkin pictures:/

Sad part of the day:

Missed Phil, but made it through the day hoping to get a call from him soon: )

=Overall, I am going back tomorrow and I have made it through another day: )

Thoughts on starting school again

Tomorrow is my first day at Willamette University and I am really excited to start the MAT program: ) I am a little nervous, kinda worried about a few things like if I will be able to find a job next year...But overall I am excited. I really think this is the right decision for me and the perfect timing. If I can't find a job right away I have many options until I can. I am excited to be able to make a difference in children's lives and be someone that they can look up to and someone who can motivate them and encourage them to follow their dreams no matter how impossible they may seem. This is something I've wanted to do ever since I can remember...be a teacher.

My only wish Phil was here so we could go to breakfast and he could be there for my first day, but I know that he is here in my heart :) I really miss him:(

Now to sleep and not over worry about this first day business: )

memorial

camping trip

on life right now

weekend with gramma

Phil update

"I believe in pink. I believe in overdressing. I believe laughing is the best calorie burner. I believe in kissing; kissing a lot. I believe in being strong when everything seems to be going wrong. I believe that happy girls are the prettiest girls. I believe that tomorrow is another day, and I believe in miracles. " Audrey Hepburn

Josh Turner Concert: )

Wants...

Shirts from hollister, both are so cute: )

Pretty ring
Pretty polka dot dress to wear with the ring: )
This amazingly cute coat: )

Cute shoes I found on etsy: ) Phil would love these: )

A good book and anything with audrey hepburn looks good: )

Comfy shoes for school

Things to look forward to: )

- A day in portland with my mom tomorrow: )

- Josh Turner concert and meeting him in person: )

- Getting to talk to Phil on the phone for the next couple days; )

- Taking my Orela test...mostly looking forward to getting it over with.

- Enjoying the summer weather

- Getting things organized before school starts.

- Going to see a few movies: )

- Starting school in a couple weeks!